Homesick and how I get my URL link names

Did you guys know what is homesick is all about??

I do refer for myself ya.. For me homesick is a kind of weird feeling once you are getting far far away from your home which is the place that you get used with it..

The place that you guys having breakfast, lunch and dinner together with family

The place that you guys having a play together

The place that you guys sleeping together

The place that you guys taking a bath together... erkk??

And all of sudden your life that you used with those before was changed

How was your feeling?? Kinda weird?? Odd or awkward??

You guys annoyed with those feeling??

yes I DO!!!

Feel like dumb ass you know!!

Honestly before I enrol myself in National Service I never separate and go far away from my parents for a long period of time..

I never go to any camping that held in school, never join those programme that needs me separate from my family.. I don't know why people.. I know it just my feeling but I can't control that..

The very very best part is when my friend told me that my name was in the list to attend the National Service in 2008. I was like I need to do thisssss??!!!

Starting from that I do always feel scared..

Ya because I never get used with a new thing..

But once I do enter the NS.. attend to many classes, mix around with people that from different races, do a lot physical training and naahhh

I enjoyed each second of time and start from that I do build my self esteem..

I always talk to myself to be a confident and very positive person..

So now you know where I got my link right?? hehehhe

I'm still holding this two word until now

Until I registered myself in UITM Penang

I feel so strong and brave enough to face all the barriers

Basically I do write this because of my unstable feeling towards the day of degree

I feel like at my first day of diploma right now

I need to remember those experience that thought me how to overcome this

be CONFIDENT and POSITIVE

I KNOW I CAN

If I can, You guys also can

Good Luck guys for those will continuing studies

:P

i have no idea

realy dont know wat actually happen to myself since
i cant control my emotion
n getting lazy ass to study....

such a bad and the worst thing!!!!
thats not good okeyh...

final just around the corner..
i should plan n to do revision
but i feel like....wat the hell going on with me..
im feel messy....
cant breath..
such a burden to me..

this semester for me accounting n cost control are the tough subject..
till now i can control it..insyaallah i will bring it until seat all the paper..

i plan to going back one week before final..
really miss my parents..
evry nite i thinking about hem..
i hate this feeling..
i want go back.
seriously..

discuss it later with my mom..
whether she gave me permission or not..

got to go now...
kitchen class waiting for me...

take care guys!!

week end

a week of raya will be ended by this evening
due to my journey to going back Penang
i feel like whole past one week happen like all of sudden
tuptup....my raya breaks already finished..
what can i do..just being positive

after this a lot of thing that i need to do, to finish up everything that i need to submit
and work hard on studying and revisioning...
dah tu raya nie langsung tak bukak buku..i mean do my accounting exercise
harapan la kalu raye nak bukak buku kan...

after three weeks lecture i need to seat for my final exam for this third sem..
such a big deal huh???
study n study...pray to the god..
OMG!!! my head will be turned messy.. ya la..study tak kire mase
time tu lah nak poyo2 plus gedik2 wat study group la ape la..
hahhahaah..last minute study kan..
this is what actualy happen when it comes to final exam..
mang kompem sgt...sume students do the same things..

ermm.... i gonna miss my home again mcm tak puas dok umah..
my fasting this year got one day only at home...
and more desperate i break fast pon kat jusco bukan kat rumah.
coz on that time im do with my last minute shopping raya..
best part on that time i got my own Crocs!!!!!
hahaahhahaha
batak disitu sekijap k..

harap jealous :D
MY fancy silver coloured Crocs

evrything..all my stuff still unpacking..malas doe nak kemas
now around 7 0'clock n i didnt sleep whole last nite.
gle tak ngantok... n kompem after this mesti pedih2 mate.
k la after this i need to packed evrything..
n now sgt ngantok..

n for the last im so sorry to all my fren yg nak dtg umah i tapi i tak der kat umah..
n i tak dpt join our alumni convoi
insyaallah nex time bebeh!!!
tetibe jer..

im home

letih...
kat umah dah....
huhhuuhu..

berstudy week di rumah...
k nak tdo..
enough..

going back home

cant wait..
pasni nak p bayan lepas
flight pkul 9 malm..
tgh sebok kemas nih..
hahahaahahahaaha...
tak sabo nyer rase..

k c ya in the next posting...
sambung packing..